Men just don't understand. Or is it women don't?

                                 

               First I would like to start that my husband is the most kindest, sweetest man I have ever met, But I just don't think he quite understands where I am coming from. Last night was the actual Ovulation day, well at least based by my app on my phone. I really should have done a ovulation test but I didn't. So we tried last night. I am currently using a product called Preseed which has healthy vitamins and stuff for his swimmers, its says insert 15 minutes before intercourse, so my poor husband had to wait. Its not so romantic this TTC, but I guess we gotta do what we gotta do. :) Don't get me wrong its still very fun and enjoyable. However my husband was like Oh my goodness we have to wait 15 minutes, it made me laugh but its just something we had to do. He then went on to the whole "just relax it will happen when it will happen" which those statements from people really piss me off. He also said which is a true statement, Hunny we still need to go to the Doctor and get your thyroid under control first. My thyroid of course might be hindering our chances as well. But I stepped in and said the least we can do it try. He said yeah your right. A perfect statement for me to say OK lets go... Afterwards I laid with my legs in the air. HEHEHE I am willing to do anything even if it means to do things that are outrageous or maybe even a wives tale.. He then snickered at me. Making a loud statement again, saying "OH MY GOD". He said "babe you really really want this don't you?". I said "babe you know this", and I said "since I was a little girl there were two things that I always dreamed about. My wedding, and my children". He just smiled at me. I said "babe don't you worry you are going to be a wonderful dad", He said "You really think so?" The face he gave me was a face of relief, I was totally breaking all the lies that either have been told to him or he has thought, we are about to celebrate his 29th birthday, With his birthday approaching he is going through all these emotions like what if I am a terrible dad or what if I am not ready or what if what if? Is this normal for men? He tells me he wants to be a daddy but then also has concerns?! I think his fear is that he isn't gonna be good enough. He had that same fear as we were dating that he wasn't going to be a good enough man for me. He was always worried that he was going to let me down, which eventually lead to a small break up. He couldn't be without me, just less than a month we were back together but he has these fears that I don't relate to because I don't have those fears, I just flow with it. So is it me that doesn't understand or is it him? I don't think that this is even a question, we are two different human beings just trying to start our family. Our conclusion for the night was no matter what happens we are going to be awesome parents. We laughed and enjoyed our night. I couldn't have ask for a more understanding husband. People say that no relationship is perfect, But I can honestly say ours is pretty darn close without boasting. It just the darn truth! I wish sometimes that we had hidden cameras in our house to prove it. But we know its true and that's all that matters. I love you Travis Bryant you make my world go round and you are wonderful Husband and I know you will be a wonderful daddy. Happy Birthday sweet husband. Cheers to many more.